I used to be a big "should" person. Telling people they "should" do this or that. When asked for advice, I usually gave to much of my own opinion, ending with a plan for whatever said circumstance--even if I had no experience. Maybe it is because I am a little older and have lived a little more, that I really try not to be a "should-er." I want to let people try things and make up their minds for themselves.
But I am not going to be that way today.
Today, I am going to be pushy and let all you runner readers know what I think and what you probably already know: you SHOULD do speed workouts.
For the longest time I shied away from the speed. Maybe it was lack of motivation or lack of a kick in the pants, but, mostly, I think I didn't do speed workouts out of fear. Those high school cross country days were not so long ago that I have forgotten the pain and soreness sprinting around the track and through the neighborhoods caused.
I also just didn't know what to do. I didn't know what workouts were appropriate for marathon training or whether or not it was okay to just run repeat 400 meters until my knees buckled.
This time around, I just felt ready for speed. The Chicago Marathon was a bit of a bust to running esteem, giving me the motivation necessary to try out a faster workout or two. I also recently made a new running friend with all the information needed to keep me from the monotony of the old high school workout method. STL training was the right time to throw in some speed.
I am not going to lie. Some days it is extremely difficult for me to start that speed session. Their is a little left over insecurity lurking some where inside, taunting me.
What if you find out you are not as quick as you thought? What if you can't finish? What if you get injured? What if you over train? The biggest worry is about speed.
What if I am really not quick enough? It is funny. That insecurity should push me to the track, not keep me off of it.
Digging deep, I have been forcing myself to face
myself for at least one workout each week--To step out on the pavement and push my legs, feet and mind to go further and faster for no other audience other than, well, me. No one will know if I cut a tempo run short or skip that last repeat. No one, but me--and making the choice that that was one person too many is the decision that has made these speed sessions so special.
I hope that busting my butt each week will shave minutes of my PR in St. Louis. Regardless of my chip time in two weeks, getting out there and testing my will and endurance each week with no one to tell me that I had to proved something about my strength to the one person that I needed to prove it to: me.
So, friends, if you want to test your courage and will--or if you just want a quicker turn over--I think you
should be doing speed work or anything that forces you to face yourself time and time again. Confidence, inner strength, and mental and physical endurance will be your reward--and, trust me, it is a great prize!